Tonight I was watching "Bright Star" and it's about John Keats the famous poet and his love story. (SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!) And he left with his friend Mr. Brown and then his friend returned and told Fanny the woman who he was...idk...he had a fling for he planned on marrying her so I suppose they were...IDK! they were a thing. Anyway Mr. Brown told her that Mr. Keats planned on moving to London and living there, and didn't plan on coming back. But Mr. Keats came back to gather his stuff and Fanny didn't show any sign of anger, or resentment. But he LEFT!! and he didn't plan on coming back, wouldn't u be sorta upset with that?!? well she wasn't and that alone infatuated him, she entranced him, with her calm demure. She never yelled at him, and never felt cold hearted toward him. And that made him care for her even more than he had before he left. Does this mean that I am truly in the wrong for being angry at the guy I used to like? Should I be calm and forget what happened and pretend that nothing happened? and just be glad that he is around? I JUST DON'T KNOW! Maybe I should just....be calm, not be upset anymore. But I can't help it!! Just everything that happened it just seems to bad to be forgettable. If I let it go would I be turning against everything I fought for? would I be weak? and foolish for just not caring anymore. Should I be like Fanny? and just be content in the moment, be happy that he is even around? idk.
~Sarah
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